Saturday, September 26, 2009
Anniversary
Today is three special days in one. It was the fall festival at my work, its my girlfriend's birthday and most importantly, its my parents anniversary. Well, I don't know how important it actually is. I was so happy for them. 20+ years of love. Not quite love though, I'd say mutual acceptance. I don't know what it is, but they never really seem to love each other the way I imagine a married couple should. I just got home from work and all I hear is my mom yelling at my dad for my dad's intolerance of her religious beliefs. Need I remind you that this is their anniversary. I love them both so much and there is nothing in the world I want more than their happiness, but it doesn't always seem that they want the same thing. My entire plan today was to get along with my sisters, do some work around the house, and get some college work done. My entire plan has now vanished just because hearing that argument makes me think that if they don't want a pleasant anniversary then why should I. And Christina has plans tonight so I can't hang out with her for her birthday either. It really upsets me though. I know they don't want to get a divorce, but sometimes I wonder if its not the best idea. I love them both equally and so so much. But sometimes I wonder if they love each other equally...
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